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Rush Hour

The traffic crawls below.
From high above I know their frustration
As I have been there. 
Rush hour. Summer. No A/C

The drivers could be sad, angry, late, suicidal. 

But somehow they command more respect than me. 

"They're men with jobs, Jerry!" - George Costanza, Seinfeld


I am at my balcony table. 5pm, a beer....
I can do whatever I want.

But what do I want to do?

(Cry)

"Cry because of loss" - Morrissey

The people in cars would maybe envy my freedom,
but I have no freedom of the mind.

Their days are full; their beds are full.  Their hands often held.


I chase love like it is a drug.

"Hook it to my veins!!!" - Barney Gumble, The Simpsons

So what do I do? Choke back the tears while drinking beer. And knit.
Hoping someone will call me.

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