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Money

Tears come easy when I have the nervousness of the hours before work.  There is blue in my sky this morning.  I wrote " If there is blue in my sky I will be happy" You asked a question about the blue sky.  Someone in dream told me you had died. I had to make them repeat it. My sky was falling in if it was true.  But it wasn't and isn't and won't be true. The seas would flood with a trillion tears if you left.  If everybody else can find success why can't I ?  The answer is: I can and I will. Money isn't the root of all evil if it lifts you out of sorrow. It is those who have never been without that say money is evil. 

Last night

I dreamt your arm around me You and I young  Me seventeen.  They are throwing me a party.  I ask you if you had seen my cheeks, puffed out in the photo.  You shrug it off and I know it is because you are so photographed.  Your smile.  Your smile.  A brilliant, beaming smile when your arm is around me.  Do you smile like that? Do you have days when the world isn't crushing?  I wasn't going to go to work.  Stay in bed.  Maybe I would have recalled more of the dream.  I haven't dreamt about you in years.  What do you dream of?